Still thinking

I am here still thinking
Is it true?
Or maybe I am just too excited
That my thoughts are above the clouds
And they kill me

I am here still thinking
Will he feel?
Or maybe I am just daydreaming
About what the future might be
Though it hurts

I am here still thinking
Am I right?
Or maybe I am no good
Afraid that his is not for me
But I keep on hoping

When all of these are answered
When all of these became clear
Would I be happy
Or would I be aching
No one knows

And I am still thinking....