I got rejected by University

The result of the university entrance exam is out. And I failed. I know this is an embarrassing things that I shouldn't be posting but I just wanna be bold to accept my failure and move on to the next journey.

After I have failed, I have a mental breakdown and my anxiety or panic attack is back haunting me. I am still trying to push all negative thoughts aside. My family or friends might mock me or whatever because I feel like I'm a huge failure. I thought my parents would be very angry at me knowing their smart daughter didn't pass the test. I knew they would be upset, that's for sure. But other than showing their anger towards me, they show affection and support that I would never have imagined before. They keep encouraging me to find another university. They told me to look for the right path because clearly the path that I was on isn't the one for me. I feel blessed to have them.

There is only two things in this world that I love Art and Biology. Basically, the national university entrance exam is based mainly on Biology because they did not offer some major like Animation and Visual Effects. And I have failed. I always said to myself if I failed to be a doctor, I wanna be an artist. I love art; I love drawing. As I have said in my previous 10 facts about me, through art is how I express myself besides writing. Therefore, I think this is the time for me to express myself more to the world. From this day onward, I'll work my best to be the best animator or visual effect artist you might ever found. I know this sound exaggerating because I haven't found the right art college yet but hey that's the new motivation isn't it?

The conclusion of this blog is:
Even if you failed, you are not supposed to  drown in your depression state. Meditate! Re-contemplating everything! Do the things you like! If you feel like you still wanna achieve the same thing you wanna achieve, go ahead. If you wanna achieve something different, go ahead too! Because you'll never know which way turn out to be the best for you. All you gotta do is keep trying and believe in you.