My First Time Performing
This year I have participated as an actress and a staff in security and tax division. It was very interesting yet so exciting. I have been working on to get out of my comfort zone and this stage play is the only opportunity I could make it happen.
Comparing to last year, I feel much more stress free and I could still keep up with my classes. So to me it was the healthy way of being an active organizational student. At least healthy for my major, which is Animation where sometimes I could spend days in front of my laptop just to finish my assignments.
I knew that maybe some of my senior might be very disappointed in the decision I make as I did not take the same division as I did last year. They may thought that I'm selfish for doing it. But I am not the person that could do something that I do not enjoy or I do not willing to. Although I still cry a few times, but it does not as frequent as last year, which is an improvement for my mental health. Because of the negative thoughts that I was dealing with last year, my anxiety came back and it sure is worse. I would not do the same mistakes, I do not mind of dealing with physical problem, but when it comes to mental health, I will be very cautious. I know if I did the same mistakes I might end up taking my own life. That's why I choose to move to another division that I knew I could excel in.
Security and tax division, it does sounds kinda easy but there's a lot to do. I learned a lot about the things I have never known before. It was maybe that I am more of a curious person that I want to learn a lot of things. We as a team had to invest a lot of time delivering letters from police station to another police station, had to check on the ticket and paid the taxes. Sure an interesting experience to have this year.
Even though I was in the security and tax division, I also helped the property division. Every night I always there helping them with what I helped them. I have a little problem with the team leader. Whatever I told him that would be an aid for him, he wouldn't listen. He is sure the most stubborn person that I have ever met, he knew it but instead he said that couldn't change himself, I sense him not even trying to change the way how he solved the problem. It get me so furious every time but he just did not listen. My words for him if he happen to read this post: You had better change! Be more open-minded and think more about others. It's not only about you.
Being an actress in the stage play and perform outside my university, this is my first time. 26th May 2018, I perform in front of people that I don't even recognize. It sure feels like I am performing in Madison Town Square (Maybe in the next chance I could be there). It sure hard to act naturally, I have to do a lot of research, do more visualization, try to offer a few options of gestures, learn how to sing and dance. I am so happy that I had this through. Problems seems to come and go, we have to deal with some unexpected drama. Fortunately, we the whole team and crew, is working hard to make the performance happened. Never been so lucky to have a lot of seniors helping us too. It was never easy for me to express my gratitude, but if any of the seniors happen to read this I just want you to know I have always been so grateful for what you guys have done and I have always look up to you guys. Sorry that I am not good with expressing my feelings.
Here's probably some pictures of me practicing, rehearsing and performing. Enjoy!
Comparing to last year, I feel much more stress free and I could still keep up with my classes. So to me it was the healthy way of being an active organizational student. At least healthy for my major, which is Animation where sometimes I could spend days in front of my laptop just to finish my assignments.
I knew that maybe some of my senior might be very disappointed in the decision I make as I did not take the same division as I did last year. They may thought that I'm selfish for doing it. But I am not the person that could do something that I do not enjoy or I do not willing to. Although I still cry a few times, but it does not as frequent as last year, which is an improvement for my mental health. Because of the negative thoughts that I was dealing with last year, my anxiety came back and it sure is worse. I would not do the same mistakes, I do not mind of dealing with physical problem, but when it comes to mental health, I will be very cautious. I know if I did the same mistakes I might end up taking my own life. That's why I choose to move to another division that I knew I could excel in.
Security and tax division, it does sounds kinda easy but there's a lot to do. I learned a lot about the things I have never known before. It was maybe that I am more of a curious person that I want to learn a lot of things. We as a team had to invest a lot of time delivering letters from police station to another police station, had to check on the ticket and paid the taxes. Sure an interesting experience to have this year.
Even though I was in the security and tax division, I also helped the property division. Every night I always there helping them with what I helped them. I have a little problem with the team leader. Whatever I told him that would be an aid for him, he wouldn't listen. He is sure the most stubborn person that I have ever met, he knew it but instead he said that couldn't change himself, I sense him not even trying to change the way how he solved the problem. It get me so furious every time but he just did not listen. My words for him if he happen to read this post: You had better change! Be more open-minded and think more about others. It's not only about you.
Being an actress in the stage play and perform outside my university, this is my first time. 26th May 2018, I perform in front of people that I don't even recognize. It sure feels like I am performing in Madison Town Square (Maybe in the next chance I could be there). It sure hard to act naturally, I have to do a lot of research, do more visualization, try to offer a few options of gestures, learn how to sing and dance. I am so happy that I had this through. Problems seems to come and go, we have to deal with some unexpected drama. Fortunately, we the whole team and crew, is working hard to make the performance happened. Never been so lucky to have a lot of seniors helping us too. It was never easy for me to express my gratitude, but if any of the seniors happen to read this I just want you to know I have always been so grateful for what you guys have done and I have always look up to you guys. Sorry that I am not good with expressing my feelings.
Here's probably some pictures of me practicing, rehearsing and performing. Enjoy!
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